good bye everything

finally my limit to studies already out of limit. i have no interested on study but i got 6 month left to complete my studies so i will finish it. study is fun because so many thing to do and we kept learning new things. unfortunately my case were different i kinda get bored to the political thing happen around me in uni. i will not blame anyone particular but the one the make thing worst its me my self.

i wanted study on new thing about culinary something new which i never explore. i wanted work with fun environmental with everyone were smiling. i wish i can study in harmonic, peace environmental wish no hatred among each other. i wan get rid bad feeling among each other. take it easy with everything happen because human usually make mistake and they got ego to cover the weakness on then self.

going back to kl mean back to the torture machine which can pull my spirit from my live body. but this is live which i must go threw..

sesudah hari menjadi jinga

kalam buta mandian di tepi telaga
riak kocak air gamit pelihatan

sunyi bagaikan burung tiung kehilangan suara
daun-daun kuning menari-nari apabila sang bayu berlalu

damai laut senja tiba
hatiku tak terkata

bila sunyi memecah suasana
ingin hati ini terkubur bersama

yatta yatta

its so easy yoshhhh~

seeing a bunch of Japanese half naked bouys dancing with kewl n awesome dance in the morning..hahaha....

damn last evening dream was a nightmare...sigh~

what on the earth!!

well i recently hearing someone screaming on my neighbor happening around this moment..i wonder what actually happen..i don't want to busy body with people problem..but the screaming annoy me so badly..the screaming that i heard is ladies voice and i not sure what actually happen..tonite i can see the source from my corridor..my eye saw two person on that room..a guy is holding the scream girl..and the voice stop hearing so im back to my room..

so the point is im very respect with girl and i protecting them as i can..why must we do the violence, why we can live in peace and serounding with love..why must we do thinking in negative manner...why why why..

off story..its done...now return to me...

wasai so bored... i inpatient wanna go trip with my family..so i back on traveling again wuhoooo

leave the darkside behind..let the sun rise sun

hehe..it juz a gimick only..haha...hav anyone watch igor...should watch it..it perfect..hehe

random picture

kiss me againnnnnn

hehe i been listening to ben brother rapidly...awesome song!!!

time to be jiwang

its always been u..no other person can i think off when the silences serounding me...even we never declare on anything, the word of showing the love were less day after day but deep inside me u already win my heart...the most important things is the understanding, honestly, and the pure love with come from the heart play biggest roles in the relationship....

the lobster hehehe

fresh from the sea..my mom kinda syiok hehe



hehe fresh lobster nyum nyummm

miri versus loneliness

hehe my fren all busy..no one can entertain me here..my whole time spending wih my lappy n kebon..yup...i hepy being back to miri..but i get bored wih nobody around me i mean to have conversation..im supe bored..

at home i cook n cook n cook

i getting more fatter n fatter...

kebon fascinate me..the new house so damn great..love it so much...love the view..love the wind..love the atmosphere...so lovely

next month will be month of hard work..have to tanam sawit n menbaja sawit..covering few ekar..n berbukit with rain weather...so the anak sawit will be 3 time more heavy n the naik bukit fuyoo...hehe hopefully can lose some weight skit la hehe

klah later on i post the pic place that i work on...c laa if i rajin enuf to post it..klah hav fun guys

cerita tentang si lapa dan si dahaga (cerita ini hanya nukilan yg tidak menbawa apa-apa makna tersirat)

al kisah si lapa berjalan2 di tepi pantai yang damai dan ketika itu si dahaga sedang bermain air serta rakan-rakannya.. gelak girang memecah suasa pantai..ketika itu si lapa menyisi kesunyian diri dengan merakam detik-detik yang kemuncak kegembiraan dengan lensa berteknologi rendah..senyuman terukir merakam sesuasa sedemikian..

agak lama memerhati keriuhan tiba-tiba suasana bertuka menjadi kesunyian yang melampau..entah menyapa si lapa berasa sepi..ketika itu si lapa meningalkan si dahaga yang asyik leka bermain air bersama rakan-rakannya...selepas sebatang balutan tembakau habis di dinikmati..si lapa kembali ke pantai..sambil melihat sepasang burut pipit sedang merengek di bangku pantai..suasana diri kembali sepi sesepinyaa..

melihat sepasang pipit yang rancak berkicauan terdetik di jiwa betapa indahnya jikalau memiliki pasangan..si lapa datang ke pulau tanpa di rancang dan dengan jiwa yang kosong...si lapa kembali ke gigi lautan nan luas..melihat suasana yang aman...sunguh damai pemandangan ketika itu...perasaan romantis terasa di hati..

melihat si dahaga bejalan besama rakan-rakannya menbuatkan pelbagai persoalan..tertanya adakah senyuman yang di berikan menpunyai makna kesedihan..itulah yang jelas kelihatan..alangkah senang sekali jika si lapa dapat menyelami maksud itu..

hari belalu pergi~

panas panas

it very hot here sigh

hermm trip to melaka n negeri sembilan was fun...still remember those day..hehe

panas panas i cannot tahan..

its really easy to me to decide either to live single or to have girlfriend :p

memang she already got boyfriend and i only a best friend of her or actually her scandal..that is what her mention to her mom..

we have so much fun lately..that weird feeling start flow over into my heart..

this is my first time since 23 years of existent being treat special by opposite gender..feel so special..u know that kind of feeling if u a into with it..

feel like a butterflies..that i always said..hehe

i love observing butterfly..the pattern of the wings, colur, the way its fly, so beautiful and more i like is the way butterfly dance overflow with the wind, clapping its wing, finding flower for food..so fascinating..

i don't have power to decide..i left to her on deciding this matter..let give her a time even took several time..no rush lets she decide what she deserve..to choice a soldier who serve for the country or just a normal fat guys or somebody else hehehe

klah..too hot my brain already half cook n if i can perah this tilam i think memang banjir my room hehe..

its been 2 day

yeahhh being malas..fuhhhh actually still don't have mood to study for next paper..owh i still got three paper to do..wahaha...pengsan siot...

hermm...tomorow la going back to shah alam p library..n then take past year paper..hihi..malas nyaa..

yahooo my law sux

i can smell i only can can get B- for law n i smell B+ for the ctu...i cant focus doing my law paper..so thirsty make my mouth drain n i felt dehydrated..10 day of holiday so i can spend at least 4-5 day on playing game..hehe..1 whole that wih ehemm..n rest study lor..

thx to my dear coz help me out to be more focus heh..study alone at kolej make me feel sleepy.. the tabligh senyap already with me because he make my door nearly broken..do u know y my door broke hehe..this is funny..haha but biar laa we a human memang x tahan with setan around us..the door broke because he wanna check either im in my room coz i always lock my door..so he push so damn kasar sampai the lock nearly bengkok..so i have to put notice at my room to get easy wih my door..

haha baru skarang he stop checking me.. n funny is y that day he so eager to check me...aha..kantoi wih me...he watching porn..funny...im okey wih ppl watching porn ..yala to experience new things haha..so he kinda senyap wih me because shame on me kali kot..

he the one kejut kan me pagi2 until my door goona tercabut memang la i seda that day because i always wake up very early but sengaja wanna see how semangat he is 15 min ba he try every 2 min he ketok..but its okey la for suboh prayer i don't mind at all..that dude really kasa..i dunno why he wan to check me all the time..that make me sick..da la my room messy...klah enuff for now..don wan la crita pasal him..everyone got diffrend story..but this is very funny tabligh guna kain pelakat pakai kopiah watching that kind of muvie..wearing kopiah funny laa

kambeng

dunno what title should be put..so i think of kambeng then i put kambeng as title..doesn't have any implied meaning..

yeap u my dear memang u will read my blog..

hehe but better u don't read this post unless u very eager to read :p

ntg much to say..

i know how complicated ur problem is

success rate on ur side to accept me is only 20 percent..no further discussion about that..that is only my estimate..

i notice that risk when i first meet u my dear.

i only wanna make u feel hepy even i already know the risk..

if we suite each other we got long way to go..

tooo longggggggggggggg

tu ja laa...

off story jap...

hohoho

final coming final coming takot takot takot

teketaq lutut nih cuak punya pasal...

prepare for final wih joy

hehe..i seriously enjoy my life..but i worried on something that beyond what i thinking..but life must goes on..

i must prepare my self as much i can..equip mentally, psychical n emotion very well..ntah laa..this kind of weird feeling overwhelming on my self..sometime i cant control it n most of time i still can manage it..hehe

to enter this kind of new world is like the dream come true..but still on her to decide on..i dun wan to be batu api, i don't want her suffer because decision i make..so her decide what her wan not me..because her knows her self better than other person..

okey laa..i got 2 chapter to hafal before the exam..klah hav fun n all the best for the final!!

wahh

so much fun yesterday..i totally enjoy my life..seriously im malu when singing a song..but yesterday like macam kluar berabis nih..hehehe...hermm i lost my word im kinda hepy right now..hepy of being halim..haha ada juga orang yg suka sama saya..hehe i must enjoy this moment before anything that unpredictable happen..

amoi amoi :p

those picture taken at pc fair recently..

im stupid enuff

oooo my curiosity killing me again..im sux on handling woman..im still not good enough on doing that..i still need to explore more on playing with word on woman which..those things were difficult for me on making that happen..i know my self better..i dunno if i be like this being single forever..i lack senses of humor, im not good in sweet talking, i am good on make people angry and piss off with me, im horrible kind of people but deep inside on me only people who knew me knows what is the beauty inside me..

i try to help people as much i can but started from today i must be cruel a bit..because good people will be bullied by people who a not thinking of sensitivity of people and for their own benefit..


hermmm...

n serious shit french language works sucking my ball a lot

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