Thursday, February 11, 2010

now going bck to use blog as medium to comfort my self

No mood today..dunno wat i thingking rite now..tomorow i gonna walk on the might help me to reduce my loneliness cewah..sound like im tooo emo..klah gotta sleep..thx for blog for being good listener..thx

Monday, February 8, 2010

new chapter of our life

Journey bcome a great chef juz begun..1 week i been work here as pizza cook..lucky me every chef help me lot..i know they can see my future..they wan me to get in management lvl someday..every day in here is pain for me but i took this prosess as a training by seeking their advice n learning by my heart..i feel to small in this organization..they train me to be mind like businessman by minimize all the expenses not like a school lucky to hav them..

But i facing this reality alone..when i need her,she won appear..sad for me coz the only women who i wish to share my joy n sadness does not appear when the time for me to comfort my self..i wish she be able to do same thing..i still waiting for this girl to cheers my life