Monday, September 28, 2009

philosophy

there were many things i learn during all the journey that i gone to. i had realize the idea of creation of different characteristic of human being base on 3 thing. which are yes, no and maybe.this things come by opportunity and choice that bring to decision of yes, no and maybe. for me yes and no is come from our choice but maybe something that unthinking able happen us. opportunity come by choice which we decide by yes and no. what ever decision on yes and no will created another link which come by another choice. base on decision we make it will be develop a characteristic which a different and uniq from other people. maybe is something that uncontrollable by all that mean what ever decision on yes and no will be carry us to the goal that we wanted so much turn to otherwise. simple situation, i studies in hotel line aim to be a great chef but come the time i end up with my life not become a chef but be a pilot. something out of bond on what we doing to achieve something which the payment on what we doing turn to otherwise.

Sunday, September 27, 2009

a song for black cat Kuroneko No Tango

salam to all great gemoks fan..ahaks i dunno if i got fans maybe few of my fren a following my blog..thx...

nothing really amusing happen during my raya. for me this year raya is fun but not really that fun fun i mean super duper fun funn..what else greater celebrating raya with mom and dad beside u..what else greater when first syawal seating with family members eating and fighting for best lemang, ketupat, klupis(similar like ketupat but it was wrap by daun palas)and our special sup- sup payau(kijang)...i miss that...

neway abaout keroneko no tango song..its was too cute and i decide to post on my blog..cute n funny coz the boy singing this song is trying for the best to sang on making a perfect song..u can feel it if u hear to song..its was a nice song and damn funny..credit to Mas for giving me this great song..thx thx

Kimi wa kawaii, Boku no kuroneko
Akai ribonga, Yoku ni au yo
Dakedo tokidoki, tsume wo dashite
Boku no kokoro wo nayamaseru
Kuroneko no tango, tango, tango
Bokuno koibito wa kuroi neko
Kuroneko no tango, tango, tango
Neko no me no you ni, kimagureyo
Lalalalalala lala
nyaao

Suteki na kimi ga, machi wo arukeba
Warui doraneko, koe wo kakeru
Oishii esa ni, ikaretchatte
Atode naitemo, shiranai yo
Kuroneko no tango, tango, tango
Bokuno koibito wa kuroi neko
Kuroneko no tango, tango, tango
Neko no me no you ni, kimagureyo
Lalalalalala lala
nyaao

Yoru no akari ga, minna kietemo
Kimi no hitomi wa, gin no hoshi yo
Kirakira hikaru, kuroneko no me
Yoru wa itsumo, Kimi no mono sa
Kuroneko no tango, tango, tango
Bokuno koibito wa kuroi neko
Kuroneko no tango, tango, tango
Neko no me no you ni, kimagureyo
Lalalalalala lala

Kirakira hikaru, kuroneko no me
Yoru wa itsumo, Kimi no mono sa

Kuroneko no tango, tango, tango
Bokuno koibito wa kuroi neko
Dakedo anmari itazura suruto
Aji no himono wa (nyaao)
Oazukeda yo
Lalalalalala lala

awesome...

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

picture of my niece







my tok jah...candit picture ghehe

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

aku menanti kehadiran dia saban hari

sunyi sunguh jiwa ini tanpa kehadiran dia..tp aku harus menelani ia juga..tp takala syawal tiba terubat hati ini apabila lensa camera ku berbunyi merakam segala aksi dan ragam orang di sekeliling aku..anak buah aku terutamanya begitu gamat beraksi di depan lensa kameraku..aku hanya insan yang duka dan sunyi terubat girang melihat telatah anak saudara aku yang kini genap 17 orang..tak sangka cucu tok khatijah begitu productive..itulah kiraan sepupuku..

terasa pegun melihat pengikutku sebanyak itu..bilakah aku pula yang menambah nombor yang semakin bertambah..melihat kegembiraan itu menbuat aku ketawa kecil dan tersenyum..anak-anak buah aku begitu menyayangi aku, berebut-rebut datang kepadaku setibanya aku tiba di sisi mereka..aku begitu manja terhadap mereka begitu juga mereka melayani aku..pakcik alem itulah gelaranku..

anak-anak kecil tidak takut terhadapku, mereka rela di dukung oleh ku berbanding orang lain takala pertama kali bertemu..lembut dan dan gebu kulit bayi berusia berapa bulan aku belai dan ku bawa kesana kemari bermanja-manja dengan mereka..terasa begitu selesa...tidak dapat aku gambarkan dengan tulisan semata-mata..apa yang aku ingin sampaikan apabila melihat mata anak-anak kecil ini begitu bersinar..itulah recruit penyikut baruku..

kembali ke raya pertama aku berada di perantauran..aku beraya dengan keluarga teman..detik pertama kali aku bersalaman dengan ahli keluarga itu perasaan kekok melandai kelibat hati kecilku..aku tabahkan diri supaya dapat menyuaikan keadaan sekeliling..mujurlah aku sudah biasa dengan keadaan seperti ini..ini bukan pertama kali aku menbuat lawatan seperti ini..

apa yang menbuatku tersenyum adalah sudah menjadi tradisi aku mengakhiri lawatan aku dengan menikmati juadah satey..seingatku saat perpisahan ketika lawatan aku ke kuantan diakhiri dengan juadah satey..aku tersenyum kecil..

adakah jalan hidup aku ini menceriakan diriku..jawapan iya mahupun seketika..aku adalah lelaki, lelaki secara lumrahnya inginkan pasangan yang berlainan jantina..aku mahukan kehadiran wanita yang menbawa seri kepada hidupku..aku mahukan seorang isteri yang membinbing aku ke jalan yang di rehdai Allah S.W.T. aku mahukan keberkatan dari sang pecipta yang maha esa..aku cumalah manusia biasa..

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

kembali menjadi rider pada jam 2pagi

recently i being me juz like last semester which mean becoming morning rider..juz feel love riding my moto during early morning with no jacket..i dunno to describe dat feeling but help me to think n think n do more thinking..love doing that

Enuff about that..

Im inpatient to go travel right now..eager back to the long distant road which i enjoy to do...such a lovely place to visit..i juz cant wait..bless me during my journey

Friday, September 11, 2009

fix it fix it

recently i almost forget where i put my stuff even i also left my stuff in far away fromm me such my 18mm-55mm lens i think i left it in kelana jaya then my jacket i accidentally left it at my friend house somewhere in Klang. What else..owh yaa today i almost left my sweater in my class..so i need to fix it...owh ya please fix this too emmm i losing with my roommate 6 time in row playing that bloody chess.. damn it

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

second post on 090909

To Nur Mazlina Ramli,

Dear,
I try my best to gain my happiness back but its keeping me fails. When involving with feeling its seems very hard to be cure. You know how is my feeling between you and me. How can i just forget that easy and if i do that i will be a man with no feeling. Its may took time to be cure. Just give me few day to get calm, not me alone its include you too my dear. Don't blame your self, its not your fault but us. Us who a create this mess. Enough torture your body and soul. how can i get my smile back if you in that condition. Promise me to smile like we do before. promise that..

your ......,
mok

adakah aku menjadi seperti dulu..ohh tidak

dulu sebelum blog ini bernafas aku juga menulis blog.tetapi blog tu aku sudah lupuskan dari kelibat kehidupan aku. mana tidak blog itu menulis cerita kesidahan aku. lebih banyak menceritakan keperitan hidup sebagai seorang manusia bernama Mohammad Halim Jeinie. aku tidak mahu lagi menceritakan kisah-kisah hidup aku yang perit itu. aku sendiri muak dengan penulisan seperti itu. bagi aku sampah takala ketika itu blog adalah tempat aku melepaskan duka lara yang aku hadapi. aku tak nak peristiwa itu berulang. sedangkan ketika ini aku melakukan perkara yang sama ketika aku sunyi seperti kehidupan aku sebelum ini. aku tidak mahu meraih simpati atau menarik perhatian orang lain. tetapi inilah medium aku meluahkan segala-galanya.

aku manusia yang tidak pandai bertutur. kata-katakan mampu menbunuh orang tetapi penulisan aku boleh menghiburkan orang. itulah aku...bagi aku menulis adalah dari isi hati sedang kan bila kita bertutur banyak aspek yang perlu di jaga. orang ramai menaggap aku kejam apabila aku bercakap. aku lebih banyak bercakap bedasarkan logik akal dan fakta. aku banyak kali bertengkar dengan sahabat-sahabat aku kerana sifat aku yang tak mudah di tundukan.aku tidak pandai meluahkan isi hati aku dengan bertutur. aku lebih suka menulis kerana menulis lebih banyak menberikan aku masa untuk berfikir. aku lebih tenang menulis.itulah kelemahan aku.

aku dah merepek dan aku tak tahu apa yang aku tulis di atas..aku penat...

Monday, September 7, 2009

waiting for another smile

actually i look normal outside but my heart really burning painful..i just make a decision which no one able to make..its very pain..damn pain..its burning..i am still waiting for another smile which can get rid the burning pain..now i assume i am free aka being single back..but my heart still not yet opening for another woman..shit what i blogging about

Sunday, September 6, 2009

its about bad dream

hopefully it was not a bad sign for me..so afraid it will happen to me..any detail from the dream will not discuss..neways i like this song hehehe let sing together..

Ku Impikan Bintang - Sean Ghazi

Ku impikan bintang jatuh ke bumi
Menyinari awan yang berat hujan
Dalam kegelapan malam
Bintang membawa harapan
Sinaran cinta kita…

Belailah daku dalam dakapan mu
Semaikan ku dalam mimpi-mimpi mu
Bila berdua, indah segala
Se-akan kita di syurga
Ku berdoa agar cinta kita
Seperti bintang yang menyinar

Nyata bintang tak kan jatuh ke bumi
Namun kita ‘kan jatuh cinta

*

Bila berdua, indah segala
Se-akan kita di syurga
Ku berdoa agar cinta kita
Seperti bintang yang menyinar

Nyata bintang tak kan jatuh ke bumi
Namun kita ‘kan jatuh cinta…
Semestinya ‘kan jatuh cinta

what a uniq lirik~

i know the lyric n the topic on this treat was not relevant but don't care at all..sukati laa..

Saturday, September 5, 2009

i wan to write about malas

yeap i know everyone feel the same things. i bet my girlfriend feels the same way too..ahaks..today i woke up early 4 am then wait until the azan then continue sleeping until 9.30 am..then i realize its already almost 3 pm..i just baring in front my lappy watching a few movie, surfing, farming n mafia on facebook..being a lazy man..

bukan apa i don't want to go out the because yalla macam2 outside there, sexy ppl (can reduce my pahala posa), healthy reason, saving, bored, indeed its nothing to do outside there...seriously i rather go travel right now..love old day but for the moment i just feel comfort doing nothing..ops i said it..nolaa i just brain storming my brain on my research..just to get few idea what to wrote..

oh back on malas things..i get a brilliant idea from my friend..its sound funny but its working to me aaah but not today..emm the idea is like this..instead using world malas why don't we use word as rajin to replace it..yup rajin is opposite meaning to malas.

aa still didn't get me kan..hehe try this..saya tersangat malas hari ni..change word malas to rajin..saya tersangat rajin hari ni..yup sound funny but it generate our brain to be rajin rather been malas..try on its working for me..its may be working to be rajin a bit..okey insya-allah it might help..farewell now..got movie to watch.. peace