Tuesday, April 28, 2009

panas panas

it very hot here sigh

hermm trip to melaka n negeri sembilan was fun...still remember those day..hehe

panas panas i cannot tahan..

its really easy to me to decide either to live single or to have girlfriend :p

memang she already got boyfriend and i only a best friend of her or actually her scandal..that is what her mention to her mom..

we have so much fun lately..that weird feeling start flow over into my heart..

this is my first time since 23 years of existent being treat special by opposite gender..feel so special..u know that kind of feeling if u a into with it..

feel like a butterflies..that i always said..hehe

i love observing butterfly..the pattern of the wings, colur, the way its fly, so beautiful and more i like is the way butterfly dance overflow with the wind, clapping its wing, finding flower for food..so fascinating..

i don't have power to decide..i left to her on deciding this matter..let give her a time even took several time..no rush lets she decide what she deserve..to choice a soldier who serve for the country or just a normal fat guys or somebody else hehehe

klah..too hot my brain already half cook n if i can perah this tilam i think memang banjir my room hehe..

Friday, April 24, 2009

its been 2 day

yeahhh being malas..fuhhhh actually still don't have mood to study for next paper..owh i still got three paper to do..wahaha...pengsan siot...

hermm...tomorow la going back to shah alam p library..n then take past year paper..hihi..malas nyaa..

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

yahooo my law sux

i can smell i only can can get B- for law n i smell B+ for the ctu...i cant focus doing my law paper..so thirsty make my mouth drain n i felt dehydrated..10 day of holiday so i can spend at least 4-5 day on playing game..hehe..1 whole that wih ehemm..n rest study lor..

thx to my dear coz help me out to be more focus heh..study alone at kolej make me feel sleepy.. the tabligh senyap already with me because he make my door nearly broken..do u know y my door broke hehe..this is funny..haha but biar laa we a human memang x tahan with setan around us..the door broke because he wanna check either im in my room coz i always lock my door..so he push so damn kasar sampai the lock nearly bengkok..so i have to put notice at my room to get easy wih my door..

haha baru skarang he stop checking me.. n funny is y that day he so eager to check me...aha..kantoi wih me...he watching porn..funny...im okey wih ppl watching porn ..yala to experience new things haha..so he kinda senyap wih me because shame on me kali kot..

he the one kejut kan me pagi2 until my door goona tercabut memang la i seda that day because i always wake up very early but sengaja wanna see how semangat he is 15 min ba he try every 2 min he ketok..but its okey la for suboh prayer i don't mind at all..that dude really kasa..i dunno why he wan to check me all the time..that make me sick..da la my room messy...klah enuff for now..don wan la crita pasal him..everyone got diffrend story..but this is very funny tabligh guna kain pelakat pakai kopiah watching that kind of muvie..wearing kopiah funny laa

Monday, April 20, 2009


dunno what title should be put..so i think of kambeng then i put kambeng as title..doesn't have any implied meaning..

yeap u my dear memang u will read my blog..

hehe but better u don't read this post unless u very eager to read :p

ntg much to say..

i know how complicated ur problem is

success rate on ur side to accept me is only 20 percent..no further discussion about that..that is only my estimate..

i notice that risk when i first meet u my dear.

i only wanna make u feel hepy even i already know the risk..

if we suite each other we got long way to go..

tooo longggggggggggggg

tu ja laa...

off story jap...


final coming final coming takot takot takot

teketaq lutut nih cuak punya pasal...

Sunday, April 19, 2009

prepare for final wih joy

hehe..i seriously enjoy my life..but i worried on something that beyond what i thinking..but life must goes on..

i must prepare my self as much i can..equip mentally, psychical n emotion very well..ntah laa..this kind of weird feeling overwhelming on my self..sometime i cant control it n most of time i still can manage it..hehe

to enter this kind of new world is like the dream come true..but still on her to decide on..i dun wan to be batu api, i don't want her suffer because decision i make..so her decide what her wan not me..because her knows her self better than other person..

okey laa..i got 2 chapter to hafal before the exam..klah hav fun n all the best for the final!!

Wednesday, April 15, 2009


so much fun yesterday..i totally enjoy my life..seriously im malu when singing a song..but yesterday like macam kluar berabis nih..hehehe...hermm i lost my word im kinda hepy right now..hepy of being halim..haha ada juga orang yg suka sama saya..hehe i must enjoy this moment before anything that unpredictable happen..

Monday, April 13, 2009

amoi amoi :p

those picture taken at pc fair recently..

Friday, April 10, 2009

im stupid enuff

oooo my curiosity killing me again..im sux on handling woman..im still not good enough on doing that..i still need to explore more on playing with word on woman which..those things were difficult for me on making that happen..i know my self better..i dunno if i be like this being single forever..i lack senses of humor, im not good in sweet talking, i am good on make people angry and piss off with me, im horrible kind of people but deep inside on me only people who knew me knows what is the beauty inside me..

i try to help people as much i can but started from today i must be cruel a bit..because good people will be bullied by people who a not thinking of sensitivity of people and for their own benefit..


n serious shit french language works sucking my ball a lot

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

Monday, April 6, 2009


wah 1 week left to end this semester...so fast the time left us..hermmmm still don't have any girlfriend yet...hahaha 1 more semester left...sempat ka hihihi

Friday, April 3, 2009

bersifat berfikiran lebih terbuka

aku pun tak pasti apa yang akan terjadi selepas detik jarum jam tu berlalu..aku hanya mampu merancang dan berusaha demi mencapai keselesaan itu..jangan amek mudah atas segala kejadian..berfikir secara matang dan terbuka insya-allah selamat