Wednesday, December 31, 2008

new year coming today...

i don't have plan yet to go newhere but i wonder i can watch firework from my apartment..for new year azam i have been list down hehe..
1. be more super perverted when camera in hand :p
2. of course study study study
3. jogging insya-allah
4. get sb900 soon as posible
5. erm i gonna invest my money back because i have to pay back my money that i use before..
6. that its...

owh ya my head already stuck with song from farahdiya- rasa pa that drama..10 star for the story line...awesome...

klah i think that its..c ya next year :p

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

Allah S.W.T banyak menyuji umat-umatnya...

sigh~ what a absolutely make me totally go insane..i can't wrote in detail what actually happen today because i can be kick out from the university..wahh...better i kept it silent..but neways please think carefully n gentle what ever word that will come out from mouth that giving people hope...

hancur hati ku parampammpammm~~

this is even worst then break up with someone you really deep in love..

Friday, December 26, 2008

i dunno what im thinking...

uh i ned someone too cool me off...seriously i don't feel wanna go back to my school...i amaze with i had to come class on this mood saying i don't have interest to facing book and not even touch it..i dunno.. this maybe sight effect from having worst ever result..i hate where i log in my student portal and clicking link on transcript to see what subject i gonna be facing for new sem...actually i don't have to do like that it just an habit cause every semester i will done same thing..i hate it because transcript showing the pointer that i got..

mood to study ah'ahh..not in mood cause as hard i study in the end the result will be not kind of very brainy person in my not good in book..i had my own not sure what im good with beside making people angry and english grammar communication skill dealing planning quite okey..and think i only good to read people mind and give them advice how to improve themself and me..... nothing cause im kinda very hard to tolerate with other ppl advice if i think their advise is ridicolous and against with my principle even im very flexible on it.

bla bla bla i don't have people to speak off..coz i think their also got their own problem and if i share what my problem with them their can't do anything unless just a talk talk talk with no resolution n maybe will calm me down for moment..i have to deal by all guts that i hav..i very sorrow facing this kind off mess...i can cure my feeling in one blink but to clear up my mind it took plenty of time...sigh~

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

selection pic



caution alien invade earth so beware!!

can i ride tooo!!

jumping mumping

big bilut

click to enlarge to see the joke :p

local kampong boy having their moment

owh my anak buah..

sepakat menbawa berkat


Sunday, December 21, 2008

i worried my future...

i dunno la after the result come out i afraid to face my future. there were too much to think off such what job i gonna work, amount of salary i gain, where i gonna spend my live, ada ka ladies want to be my sole mate, a lot more laa..

i worried to much until give me headache..i don't have mood to do anything..playing game, watching movie, shooting random picture, cooking, name it. i don't have mood to done such a thing..i should planning my life starting now..

the worst come to worst if i don't have rezeki working related in my field.. i be working my self become petani..i know the job were not glamor among the chicks ahak..i found that all my taste will not able to handle with dirt and the hopefully god will show me gurl that will be able to handle dirt and sun..i don't care if she don't know how to cooks coz i will personally teach her how to cook good meal..hehehe

i gonna started to collect money..i will follow wani of my close friend..she done without her parent know about she started invest money..i mean not skim cepat kaya or something like that..what she do is she manage to open account and secretly invest money monthly..i envy with her..started today insya-allah i will invest some money into my asw..insya-allah

owh yaa i already stop buying things..i thinks im already complete right now..unless my mom bought huge plasma tv then i will buy wii :p...for the camera it enuff already..

finally i felt calm after writing what my brain worried off..fuhh..okey laa..done for now peace

jom heboh bukit jalil first day

dangdut goyang inul onstage

oh ya host for majalah tiga (she cute hehe)

amoi wih camera

bro wih camera


they done they job wih smile

wootz malaysian under water special force

Thursday, December 18, 2008

omg fucking retard

wootz i really piss off because i failed my third language paper the bloody shit french..i hate french language so much..i dunno y i hate this subject so much...damn i have to repeat this shit next sem again...damn..but actually i ready know that i gonna failed this paper..i cant do anything unless blame my self ..aiyaaa...rileks alemm

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

Saturday, December 13, 2008

juz reach the house

tired..that all..

i didn't plan going back to kl this soon but there were to many reason i need be here ASAP..

later onward if i rajin enuff i will upload some of pic wen im off from kl..

i need rest n thx for the wish for my bday thx pepp..

Friday, December 5, 2008

los dan faun

hehe juz when back from watching this movie director by afdlin sauki..what a grade movie..seriously memang enjoying watching that movie very much hehehe..its cheers me a lot..

owh ya this will be my last post for this month coz i going back to kedah tomoro..wishing all the readers have a grade days n enjoying ur precious time with something fun hehe keh selamat hari raya, mery crissmass and hepy new year to all :P

Thursday, December 4, 2008

alem alem alem...

finally the time have change, i believe they were no hope on finding the true malay chick in lepeh that have pure heart..actually i already give up on hoping finding woman that so defensive like me..we only can believe to god too forgive sins for what ever their doing to people like us..she had open my eye which in lepeh their were still got chicks were so defensive..

i admired her a lot n i cannot assume that she will admired me back coz i juz notice that...alem becareful on what u talk about...yeah but i dont care..but she change my perpesctive on malays chicks in lepeh n i cannot rush to build up a relationship that kept for forever ever certain rate i hate very much living in this kind of comunity but i cannot do anything because was born n grew up in such of comunity n i have to accept very glad god show her to me..alhamdulillah

she and me still be friend..i not yet ready to be in love coz i wan enjoy my live as much i can but i still like her :p..advice me to her i dont mind if u find another guys n date with them..hello im not dayus or wuteva i just wanna make her hepy so she can enjoying ur precious life n make ur migrain cure..this is kinda of therapy n dont thinks so much on wuteva ppl done to u...

i can make problem become joke so i can be handle my problem without stress..i dowan torture my body and my soul thats it..okey laa i ni kuat merepek..hahaha..such a boring guys :p

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

Tuesday, December 2, 2008


i been listening for estrella everyday since the holiday started..i juz fall in luv wih her jazz voice..wat wonderful voice she had..the song most favorite is ternyata n foolish senses others song was superb too...all the song also remind me of sumone but nvrmind laa not my rezeki n i know she think on me was not fat, ugly and hopeless in relationship...peace

rose online pawn me

lv 130 in 1 week wakaka...

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

woahhh enjoying being loneliness

wahaha macam ni la rasa to be alone..boring wahsai...i cant go anywhere the weather is out of control..i live a seri kembangan i believe here is place wat we call kawasan tadahan hujan..nowonder la its raining all the day..herrm..

here let me share few photo

this building were heaven to me...this place call medan or rockcafe(if i not mistake) here lah the cc that i always say over 300 pc i think ada here o.0 murah pon murah 5 hour only 5 ringit hehe..owh ya located at banda sunway

naaa apek gemok...ini latest pic of me not laa this pic taken few week ago not more then 1 month..haha i lose some weight during this time but right now dunno tummy become more cuter kawaiii..i eat lot of junk food here (seri kembangan) n food here macam haram..tasteless, mahal n sikit..n my stove run out of gas malas top up coz soon we all be pindah. ;p


here is taman warisan place to lepak n eat satey wih laicikang slurrpp

up stair got kedai makan..taman warisan putrajaya

klah later i put more picture..i malas to edit pic coz it leceh..i dun hav any sofware to edit pic..i always shoot pic in RAW coz many option to edit rather then to lazy go one by one edit guna wih my camera leceh...klah hav fun cuti xD

Tuesday, November 25, 2008


wah i always confius wih pataya and paprik...i had already several time tersalah order those two..why use weirdo word..y dey all dun wan to change pataya to nasi wutever telur bungkus n paprik nasi wutever lauk bermacam..easy kaan..haha

iall the kofing..uhuk uhuk..make me inseance..

Thursday, November 20, 2008


1. Name your most favourite food in the world. Why? Place picture please.
itik pangang...imagine dat u ada itik pangang depan u wahaha no laa..susah mau describe favorite food tp wateva my mom cook itu laa my favorite food :P

2. Combine two of the most impossible food you can think of into a dish e.g: cencaluk + msk lemak = msk lemak cencaluk
(waaa gud one)

sambal belacan triple dos cili api + wasabi = sambal belacan wasabi extra hot hot hot

3. Choose a picture of a food and describe its negative effects on you
panda penis soup sry i dun hav dat pic but i saw one in china..waaa sian dat panda..think la how dat innocent panda wan to masturbated o.0

4. Your most memorable foods. Why?
uhmmm mom ayam percik, my mom pajeri nenas, satey kajang (taman warisan putrajaya)..n few lagi....reason ada laa i dun wan to share wahaahaha

waaaa my trip to pahang cancel

so sad i hav to cancel trip for several reason..the weather was not ideal to travel rite now..i afraid if i greed to travel there were ntg much to do in this kind of cancel loo...banting i coming soon hopefully i will not cancel that plan too laa..

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

fuhh akhirnya my u-mobile kena terminate

alhamdulillah after paying rm 241.20 my u-mobile settle down already..i already terminate the account was painful for me to pay that amount of money..balance of that money i enjoy with chocolates chips from famous amon (forget how to spell sry :p)...every moment in ur life must be enjoy even ur life were suffer true or not.I dun hav no option to settle up my u-mobile unless i pay it..that money is for my running shoes..dammit i had to postpone my shoes again..

life at key el were difficult because lots of thing u required to achieve ur satisfaction..include is everything here.. whatever u need to do here without money u cant do anything here back in miri money were option but here hermm hard to was not i staying in miri with my family that tell me money was was the way of my life when i was there..okey enuff mumbling about life..okey rite now i hav 300 ringgit in my pocket minus 50 ringgit to stay alive..balance i think its enuff for travel..i hav to wait green light from my fren den i can go aim for this travel to visit my old friend..that its..hopefully it will be fun laa hehehe

Saturday, November 15, 2008

how to get rid my emo?

after a conference with few friends i determine that im to emotional..yeah rite..i conclude my self like that..for now i wonder how lower a bit my emo level..if i can get rid the emo i think i would be hepy..yalah i think my fren suma pk that im to emo and they were bored when with me..yalah i think i gonna lose a bit that things..insya-allah...

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

WTF wat a day!!

48 hours only 1 n half hour fucking tired...i duno today is my a bad day or gud day..lots of thing happen only ress for 1 n half hour only rest jalan jalan jalan..hehe jalan wih no luck but ada laa skit..

its begin last not blame n 2 fren play card until 4 am at mamak after dat dunno where to sleep hehe rule for college after 3 juz stay watever u were dont go back that time unless u got reasonable reason so wat i only can do is wait until 6 am then can go back.. sampai college i cannot sleep den i cuci la my baju at early 6 am..that was freezing siot..then later i fall a sleep after laying on my bed..then 8.30 bangun siap2 wanna go c Miz Rozi coz i hav appointment wih her regarding my carry mark..half hour waiting her baru i dapat met her..okey la i got addition mark..then lepak khalifa alone makan roti telur n teh o ais..actually i wanna direct get my pendrive..but i think its still early its around 10.30 breakfast la dulu..

makan2 then awg fon me glad he tell me gud news i can hang wih him for 2 day at damansara..biasa laa pasal game laa hehehe...after meet awg i went to this ladies house to take my pendrive from person i admired a lot..during i arrive at her house damn i fell so lump..i dunno y mayb coz last nite i send text to her which she got anything important that she wanna told me she can told me during dat time..but there were no such thing as important things that she wanna to say wih me..kecewa..haha..i bet she will forget about that coz she memang pelupa hahaha..

then i went to mid villey alone go watch james bond..watching at cinema were sux coz i dun really get whole idea of the muvie unless bang bang bang.. to much cut scene make it sux..WTF...

after dat cari kasut..coz i need running shoes very badly..masok that kedai dah la x kena layan..malu siot then i go out after 5 minute i went back baru kena layan...i juz short 50 ringgit..actually i can effort that shoes but if use extra 5o ringgit my live will difficult following day.then i ask the promoter when the shop do a promotion n they say on 29 then i told them that on 29 i will come again insya-allah..

damn raining make everything go slow in key el..i stuck 1 hour for waiting bus n train..during that time im tired seeing this uchak-uchak...what de la wat ever uchak-uchak wan to do..i only can watch n cuci mata haha..owh yaa today my pervert eye saw tudung girl with her g-string siot and the chick also hot she got clear lite brown eyes..walao wei if laa i had my slr that time..hmpp haaha..

i end my journey for today here at cc..after mandi baring kejap then wallaa im here..owh yaa i dunno wat in her mind rite now (refer to the girl tu laaa mau tanya lagi)...i dunno she wanna play game on me to entertain her self or to take advantage on me or its come from her heart..yalah who care about it kan the only care is me im so pathetic..klah..enuf for today..cyaa

Saturday, November 8, 2008

another post lagi!!!

I think I watch to much love muvie for the past few week..the most muvie I like is sepi…I got a feeling that afdlin sauki make adam story for me…cause I love bakery n I wan to make a fine dining restaurant macam dalam the muvie..I wondering my live will be like dat by seeing adam as me in the future…..sepi…. What a great story…. I think if I don’t change my life rite now my future will be like that…. I don’t wan to be sepi ….moral of story I should fine a woman or what can I say is my future wife….well I don’t mean to couple straight away rite now I juz wan to find girl that make me hepy ever after….

Actually im not planning to get married early…I not yet satisfy with my single live yet….I just wan to know woman heart which I admired. This is to make sure two of us in win win situation. I don’t wan one of us feel bad or something in the future…pls try to understand that….

I writing a blog not because of gaining sympathy from people who read my blog…I write because blog is behalf of my live…this is part of me….lapa siot time to get some food…

Friday, November 7, 2008


I wan to talk about my feeling today n think its was a bad idea to post this kind of treat…I dunno how to start.. Lets gamble 1...2...3... K go…actually I cannot forget about you. Dear...I cannot resist that all my feeling were gone away following the blow of wind in the air..its was not easy to me to erase ur face inside my memory..I create this kind of mess and I should prepare for it but I not well equip yet…my heart were not strong enough..

I should thank to you dear coz finally it was you I know my weaknesses… im not good into women suck on win woman heart as beautiful you was not easy..

As beautiful you are that was not my first criteria..the charming heart that u have was the main attraction on me beside we share similar interest…I got give from god that I can read people from their characteristic..I can proximate what kind of live that he or she use to be…thank to god about was not 100% accurate but I can rely on that so I can become more defensive…that why I dun have many friend coz im very particular on choosing friend…but I know lot of ppl and I can hang with every one..

Back on you dear..deep inside in u, I can see the pure heart that other ppl cant see..I don’t care what ppl say about u and what u have did before..I don’t think that u were a bad girl or good girl…the person can judge u is only u, not other ppl coz u know ur self better then other ppl..u have ur on game to entertain ur self by that u can feel alive..I don’t really bother on that seriously…its ur right to done such a things..I will not encourage or discourage on that kind of behavior..but biasalaa we live in this kind of community…ppl will think im useless aka dayus n ppl were think slack on u..chill…I told u im different from other ppl..I only done goods base on religions guidelines that its..simple… im against with rasuah, zina, gambling, prejudice against women, war, pollutions, racist and bad politics for some reason….

For me it was normal in malay community for being back stab or back stabbing other pll..this is what malay do..don’t be so angry n haste on what I say..this is just my opinion n I think its was damn true..and one more about malay community is when bad things happen it was that easy to remember n that things were store in memory for such a long period rather then memory for good thing ppl do…forgive me on what I not condemn malay ppl coz half on my self were malay..

I hate back stabbing..I hate condemn other ppl…I hate talk about bad things ppl done…its was a lie if I say im not condemn, talk a bad thing n back stabbing ppl but I juz hate doing that..I doing that because I have too…I have a feeling too..when ppl start to do that on me then I will repay back..but I will go easy on that..if I can change the world first thing I do is change the perception about the way malay ppl things to the positive way…

Owh ya…after all the thing happen to me in short period I dunno if I can be like this until to the end…but my perception on u and other woman that I admired will be differend…I will not the one who started the first move what I mean is for the serious relationship ..coz im not good on that..if u wanna play ur game on me juz to entertain ur self pls forget it…but if ur heart say im gud enuff for u then lets hear god whisper cause u know kan I will false on you again...okey lah im tired for being emo…wait not yet finish….im not kinda expert on playing on words n romantic kinds of person..but I only tried what I capable ..hope its will cheers u up…

Juz for u dear…
I would never find a girl that makes me lost in her eyes, drown with her smile, high with her touch, and thrill with her joy.
I love the way she makes me laugh and I hate the way she’s ignoring me.
And I thought I would never find that girl till there were you. As the star keeps shining up the sky, you here keep shining up my life.
And I hope it will last forever till these eyes snuggle up tight.

I will not chase u nemore but my heart really in pain….its all up to u to decide either wanna cont’, hold or I should forget about it…ur option dear…don’t thinks to much on me but u should thinks for ur self first…..

Thursday, November 6, 2008

today post

Wah tired ooo…got 3 paper to go then im free waloaweii…ntg much happen on me this 2-3 day beside lepak at kamal (mamak shop) n study study study n play DOTA n COD…live in unpredictable…betol x…when the time we hepy we smile…when time be emo we do muka cacat....but alhamdulillah im hepy rite now..mana x I got plenty of plan during this holiday…

my plan is
1) going to maran wih kak nurul to visit aim is to see what kind of life she in n I wanna see how her family manage their shop n their sawit…I never be in maran before..I dunno wat kind of town it look like..I wanna crash maran muahahahahaa…
2) next destination is kuantan..this is my third visit….I juz wanna feel laut cina selatan....miles away from kuantan were miri..I miss miri so much..
3) after few day later I going back to Key el…if sempat I will visit my fren si kurus at banting…lama already im not been there..rindu la sama wak birin hehehe…
4) then 2 disember I going back to Kedah meet my family.…then dunno what happen later on..hehehe

Erm…actually I got treat to post on my blog about adalaaa..hehe surprise…I wanna post its as soon as possible but thinks this is not the correct time to that kind of write up…someone might be emo and group of ppl will eaten me alive..hehehe…but if u all read the post n understand the text u think wat is say is so damn true..tunggu je lah..Klah I need study French…tomoro exem oooo…bon voyage….

Monday, November 3, 2008

midnite at sekyen 2 Shah Alam

college meranti

around 11.30 pm

mcd seksyen 2

da car was to fast

famous nasi lemak jati

seksyen 2 midnite

Saturday, November 1, 2008

gud bye october n welcome november

to much drama on October...its was fun coz that is my first time being in that situation..but i will end it today..hehe actually last nite..i figure out it was no point to continue on..i dun receive any gud feedback then i assume i had fail to win her heart..

yeah it was difficult but live must go not a person that makan hati sangat..suppost u understood what i say..i go easy with everything..memang laa im little bit piss off but after a blink then i will be fine..that its me...

but after all the drama i already change my perception on women..for the future if i interested to the women i will kept silent..rite now chicks 2 alem 0...which i already approach 2 chick n taraa i failed..

dun worry laa about me i use to be dump n being dump..hahaha..later got exam gap i wana go to puduplaza (i dunno where is it).. taraaa sb 600 (flash) n lense (wideangle) on my hand dat day.. i dun care nemore how i gonna spend my money..i dun mean to try drug or drink alcohol beverage..or done bad things..but flirting mayb but not until to the bed..coz that is not dick juz only my bini yang sah only..hahaha...hrmm but now i juz wanna go travel..i wanna visit beautiful place..i okey if i travel that i can know more people..

hopefully we can stiill be fren..what ever happen before i apologize for bored being stupid i will put end from now...dun run away from me coz i will not chase u anymore :p

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

final 1 alem 0

hehehe so fun doing this final :p

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

almost donejavascript:void(0)

yey final started tomorrow..i started shaking little bit wondering how hard the final will were..insya-allah i will do the best for this far for the preparation were u know la last minute punya..biasalaa student like us usually will study for last minute..keh.. the cloud started to dark n my tummy were tangling and singing..after all this torture put end i wanna go eat as much as i can cewah no laa i think i still wanna lose some weight..this is not for achieving of good looking but for my healthy..good bye few inch of lemak :p..hahaha..klah..all the best for all my classmate doing final n wish me good luck..peace

Sunday, October 26, 2008

sunyi dalam derita

apakah itu sunyi..
bagiku sunyi ialah satu ketenangan
suasana hening menberi ketenangan
ketenangan menbuat aku lebih berfikir
berfikir melampaui daripada sepatutnya..
aku derita kerana kesunyinya itu..
aku mahu terbang seperti helang
itulah kehidupan yang aku mahukan..
aku mahukan kehidupan yang mencabar..
aku mahu merantau ke setiap sudut dunia
kota ke kota
desa ke desa
pulau ke pulau
banjaran ke banjaran
terminal ke terminal
kehidupan selama 22 tahun aku harungin
menbosan kan aku
aku tidak puas dengan kehidupan ini
aku mahukan lebih
nescaya manusia itu tamak seperti itu aku insan biasa
apa yang aku mahukan sekarang ini adalah suasa yang dapat memecahkan kesunyian
aku mahukan seseorang dalam hidup aku
tatkala aku menulis dalam kalam keEMOan
aku sedar hormon dalam badan menguasai diriku ketika ini
aku salah kan hormon sebab aku mengenali diri aku lebih..
aku yakin aku mampu berdepan dengan masalah ini
tetapi minda dan hati aku senantiasa berkonflik antara satu sama lain
jasad aku sebagai perantara
harus menpertimbang segala kemungkinan
ada kalanya aku silap
aku memohon maaf atas kesilapan itu
aku mahukan kebahagian seperti mana orang lain
seperti juga kamu
aku tahu keadaan sekarang
aku adalah pengacau..
aku minta maaf
hanya maaf yang mampu aku lakukan

Saturday, October 25, 2008


tubuh inii terasa rimas.
peduli semua itu
belari lagi...
menuju destinasi
jalan tiba-tiba gelap-gelita
tapi masih tetap ada masa..

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

im stress

aku stress..sangat stress..kali ni bagi aku blog dlm bm lak..apamacam...camni laa last 2 mingu ni memang cam laha memang menguji kewibawaan aku sebagai sorang mahasiswa..alhamdullilah sume okey walau cam laha skit...haha..

sedih gak semingu dua ni ade brite x brapa baik aku dengar satu aku dengar ade kawan aku time skolah memengah meningal sbb kemalangan..dia penah masok majalah remaja tok dewi remaja..aku x confirm brite ni x nk cakap byk..yang confirm kelas mate aku accident kat sungai buloh terok gak laa..2 mingu dah final accident..sedey amat..aku dah beratos-ratos kali dah dengar org tedekat aku ni accident..gerun gak kat jalan..herm..aku punye mase blom lagi kot..aku x mintak harap x jdlaa.kalau jadi pon harap time tu aku dah BERSEDIA....x puas idup lagi beb..awek takde..hehehe...tu bukan masalah..kan kan..cume rase macam diri aku xde org nak aa..tak syiok aa..

cakap pasal awek..herm..niat aku bukan nak couple straight away..niat aku cume nak kenal die..aku x pakse die..aku harap dia jujur..aku x kesah kalau die cakap..i'm no intention to be with u..its fine for least we can be fren..aku x nak nanti die naik rimas kat aku sbb aku treat die lain macam...tu je..kalau tak suke di kacau well be honest...for me honest is everything..

prinsip aku senang...ko nak buat ape2 lantak laa janji ko hepy x kisah laa kat tepi ko org x suke yang penting being honest tu je...aku tau ko jenis yang lembut..nak jage ati org..well..bagi aku kita hidup kat dunia..hidup dlm kalau kita nak jage sume sampai kite sendiri susah ati..parah..aku penah dalam situasi ko time diploma..last skali aku di pulaukan...aku ni jadi tempat letak masalah..tu aku x hepy sampai skarang..sbb trauma..aku bkn taknak dgr masalah orang tp kalau org tu mintak tolong..aku letakkan diri aku sebagai dia..aku korban diri aku ni tok tolong dia..aku x penah mintak apa2 balasan jgn lupa sahabat..tu je..x kisah orang yang aku tolong tu buat taik.. janji jgn lupe sahabat..bile ko dah lupe sahabat itu aku bengang...

aku skarang ni nk jadi positive...aku nk dapt balik kegembiraan yang hilang..aku nk hepy..macam2 aku invest tok aku...contoh camera tu..alhamdulillah dgn camera tu aku dpt buat banyak kawan..aku jd seronok kenal kali ni memang aku letak batas skit..skit laa..tu pon tok bg ruang kat aku sendiri...aku xnak totally depend dekat kawan..aku xnak sampai ada satu ketika kawan aku yang decide hidup aku..aku xnak benda tu..

hal duit aku x kisah..sbb bagi aku duit tu bkn raja segala dunia..walaupun duit tu duit tu bleh cari tp.......xpe laa aku dah malas nak naip...klah bai :p

Monday, October 20, 2008

wuhooo...i finish done my part oledi.....

fuhhh lega...fuh fuhh fuhhhh....

uits little miss hopefully u read this.. juz for you dear...
what can i understand is... started from now i will stop text you about those feeling things..yeah i bugging u a lot..i know that..i so sry for whatever i did to you...hope you feel release after hearing this :p peace

Sunday, October 19, 2008

malas nya today!!

sigh..2moro hav to submit essment..but i think it still lot have to do and even worst i can went back to seri kembangan for la i go back here coz i ned to take few staff and kemas my things ..more then 1 month i not bilik wow macam kena taufan..messy semacam..haha..tired ah..i gonna go back to shah alam soon...haiya..this 2 week memang kacau i tot so..hehe...okeylaa i need to do some work here..i gotta go..

Saturday, October 18, 2008

being back stab

i dun wan blog in detail about dis..but this is my first time being back stab..thanks for doing that on me..coz rite now i hav the experience on dat..i nvr before being back stab coz ppl serounding alert of sensitivity and consider wih other ppl problem..we already growing up..we a not a little child nemore...understood...being backstep were so childish..enuff of doing that..lucky u kena kan me..coz i will not take any stutip action and i thank again to person who done this to me...come on sedar laa we leave in community..we need to consider other ppl..if u cant do that go laa find place which no one they n c if u can okey and im cool...chill...dude be positive...

Thursday, October 16, 2008


c laa muka bohsan...hahaha this pic taking at pusat inovasi place that i can get free access online without any website block..biasalaa if u online inside itm mostly website were block by the server..i wanna see porn pun susah..hahaha no laa gila apa c porn during time like this..i go here coz malas wanna go place that i gain peace n no body were here unless the semut n nyamok..sunyi juga laa here...aah i dont care about that..apa mau body wanna kacau me here...if lucky kena kacau mmg bertuah la me hehehe..kadang2 creepy juga dis place haha..ntg to scare laa....owh yaa i make a record hehehe dah 2 hari im not eating nasi..only roti saja..hopefully i can lose some weight laa by doing mood actually to eat yalaa keja banyak n hav to save some money for the trip :p

hehe i planing wanna go pahang insya-allah..but my fren macam erm..dunno laa if x jadi i will stay back at seri kembangan my bro place..without doing ntg for few week..den later or i bored with my live at seri kembangan i will be go back to kedah laa..i wanna go back miri...helping my dad with his kebun..hermm..but awal bulan 12 they we coming here so no point balik miri..owh yaa dis place start creeping me..n tonite malam jumaat..hahaha..oklaa..i think i wanna out bateri not scare..

dear actually i waiting for u but..juz wanna say hi n bye..ntg about personal..yalah i know u will be menyampah rite to hear kan..well i can read women tot...hehe klah bai..

Wednesday, October 15, 2008



awan mega berlalu pergi
erti setiap detik itu belalu begitu saja..
hari ke hari ku bahagia
tetapi ia akan terkubur juga
pertemuan itu hanya sementara menanti yang bahagia
jika harus... biarlah aku undur diri dengan rela..
agar dirimu gembira selama-lamanya...
aku mengerti dan aku yakin aku bukan pilahan sijelita..
Tapi janganlah kau bimbang jika dirimu bersamaku..
kau bebas melakukan apa jua..
menyibas sayap mu kemana-mana...
tiada konkongan dan paksaan dari diriku..itulah prinsip hidupku dan itulah janji ku....
aku hanyalah insan biasa...
kerna tuan empunya badan lebih mengenali siapa dirinya..
bukanlah diriku jika gagal melihat teman-teman ku bahagia..

diriku tidak pandai bermain kata..
hanya datang dari hati yang iklas..
berlaku jujur ada untungnya..
cuma kita tidak tahu dimana untungnya....

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

mau parai!!

no la just joking...actually parai mean godai in bahasa iban....

Monday, October 13, 2008

proximate this week....

final 2 week from now then i proximate this week be macam sial skit..hahaha...uni student maklum final weak memang kena torture berabis..hehe

Friday, October 10, 2008


stupid me..ugly me...but this is me..sapa lagi kan if bukan Mohammad Halim bin Jeinie...ah..i thinks i changing a lot laa..i dunno if i can manage my self in this few week...what in my mind is i wanna go travel..i dont care where it is..i wanna go far away from this big not to use to stay in stone jungle for such a long in stone jungle i feel so much tension so much thinking macam2 as long here..back in place which were green n i can see blue sky...

seriously i dont mind staying in stone jungle..but for any reason i need my own space which were im prefering to see more green things, blue occean and clears sky..its giv me peace u know..i ned that..okey bored rite now..time for playing game :p kbai

Thursday, October 9, 2008

greeting from shah alam :(

this few pic will remind me of miri...i luv miri so much....

Monday, October 6, 2008

request by fren

control macho

zepah kentut hahah

group photo

joe syikin n wiena

wiena n me

syikin gemok


tengah nad!!

george was in oren shirt n harvill the black shirt

randy n zepah

big family meeting


big meeting wih fren

honestly laa this is my first time raya at miri.. usually i will celebrate raya at my kampong few pic more later laa..stil in NEF format not yet convert to jpeg..bersambung....