lol i was stupid

i am hunger with love..but love can't feed me in the moment..i wan to run and hide..when come to love i suck....

to qaseh

if u read this post may u think im faggot..i been thinking a lot about u last 2-3 day.. thinking a way to help u but i can't help u..u to radical for me..ur soul is mess..u need bright light to colur ur life..i can provide that but not time yet..if i approach u right now u will hate me forever of rest ur life..

im kind of person believe on god..even do i living in darkness but im slowing down n looking for god in my heart..to attach person like u will make me floating..coz u strong n fix with ur ideology..too twist back on what u believe took time..im kinda rush and inpatient..im looking for love and feed me with that love become stronger..i need a women with strong heart like u..but there were several things i cannot accept about u..

its not ur ideology u about god..but certain things i cannot write because i cannot simply judge u like that..but i only can write is u too serious and hardly to find smile on ur face..women with no smile for me is no good..smile reflect to happiness...

like i said before happiness is everything for me...i dont care who u a what ur past either ur curve and sexy body i dont care about it..i only care is happiness btw us and if u really like me show me u wan to change..genuine smile and accept god because he will calm us in no matter what situation..

if u read this..thx..but i bet u will never find my blog but no matter of what this is things which play inside my mind recently...ur name kaseh affiqah is really beautiful name and i like so much..hope kaseh affiqah find his soul n concentrate to build life in world and also afterlife too..

life is bless

it true!!!

decide to write today

being so lazy at home...so in my head i just planning what i going to do after i quit danna..the danna is great place for ppl who just finish their study in hotel line because there a lots of training given.. danna is five star deluxe hotel..we sell both service and also product..

but my heart was not here..because there were many reason..one of the reason is i wan to experience the busyness while danna cannot provide yet...i learn many thing in danna...i got no problem with people in work place..beside ppl know me coz i always taking their photo..that is my part of contribution to danna for making people smile..

and for chikot..thanks for being honest..yeap when first i saw u, i already put interest on u but there a certain things in my mind bothering me a lot...u a super hot, know to socialize, got lots of friend, happening and u a u...i can read u based on ur photo..seriously i like the way u a...but reflect to me..i am opposite u..i.but i am happy being Halim Jeinie

yeap before i gamble my life looking for new job..i will try to get place in UiTM for continue my studies in Master..yes i will take only master of gastronomy other then that i rather to stay in hotel industry as a cook..

hmmmm...

Huwahhh

I cannot sleep.. I dunno why..too much thingking lately.. About my job, money, friend and my feeling... Ppl know i m a good men.. But yet i still not deserve to anyone yet.. Owh ya life now is sux.. I hate my rate right now