selamat hari raya

i wish Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir dan Batin to all my fellow friend..may god bless u all...cheers....

jap jap..i think i gonna diet after when back to shah alam...insya-allah..my mom say if u kurus skit u will be more hensem..that was my mom say..hhehehe...im not plan to kurus like kurus kering..dun wan laa..i think my ideal weigh is 90-95kg..i think should be fine..coz if i was to thin i cannot be pervert..hehehe...come on laa pervert for me is not mata keranjang im loking the defination in positive way...by pervert laa i cant make a dialog to stranger chicks..cos i alway approach n prise them..mana tak if tetiba stranger like me approch a bautiful chicks n say u looks great wih ur outfit..they will lost word,,,hehe i luv to do that...hehehe

owh yaa i totally screw up..my mom already know im smoking..waahhh...she gonna cut my pocket money...haiya..terok laa macam ni..how to i explain to her..back to shah alam i only spend RM10 per week for buying rokok..not more then that..nusantara cost rm2.20 n 1 kotak got 12 batang... can tahan 1 day..depends on my mood..my mom dun wan heard any explaination..nasib baik she a not mad..but she little bit disappointed at me......

i wan to explain to her but she dun wan to listen..haiya sedih siot..another problem come again n again...nasib ada blog if not dah jadi gila coz who wan to listen to me..hahaha no gf, kawan pon sumtime x bleh harap..few laa, my mom pon macam dah malas wih me in term to heard my prob...but to make keja rumah im the number one laa she harap..hehe..i think she tot me bermasalah skit..coz im smoking..she anti smoke what to do..my pop biasa laa...he kewl..my bro n my sis hermm..no comment...but i still luv them all..biasa laa family things...memang macam ni...i know..i not suppos to write this into blog..but..I HAVE TOO COZ IM SAD RITE NOW..N NO ONE CAN COMFORT ME RITE NOW.......

slamat hari raya guys

nisa chan

nisa chan caught my attention when i was in departure hall in lcct..she always laugh, curios about anything, hyperactive n cute..i enjoying watching her and had fun wih her...i luv kids so much...i always hav fun wih them..hihi

hehehe i told u before...she cute kan

forget about nisa chan..okeh lets move to my story or u can skip its coz its was totally boring hehehe

life in miri were diffrend from any place that i stay along enuff....miri its was so relaxing.....yeah miri were small city and who stay here long enuff realize living here is fun..i like the comunity here..why ah??...this is because here you can do anything you wan... community here were not bother on what we doin...do la whatever u wan as long u hepy...n here we not talk so much about politics...because when we talks about about politics we tends to get disappointed and angry by that miri ppl try to avoid that..we wan stay peaceful here...we cares about politics but try to avoid it until pilihan raya hehe...miri oo miri what a relaxing city..i love my family here, my few fren here, the ocean, the forest, the cloud, the weather n ppl here...

herm...i dont hav so much time being in miri right now...i doing ntg here n i just relaxing my mind...ntg to explore here coz the time being in miri was short..so to avoid keboringan yang melampau i tends to udpate my blog every day...hehehe...

i think i gonna create private blog like my few fren do..coz few topic i cant post in here..its to public..hehe...i think by blogging is a treatment for me to avoid boring n to realease tension..hehe..i cant rely on my fren nemore too realease my tension..we already grow up..we got our on problem..i dont wan to beban them..right now im relying on blog 100%..hehe thx god who introduce blog for me...owh yaa she ngegeh....dats all..hehehehehe

orchid

got more..but im lazy enuff to upload..heh.hope u enjoy wih my mom orchid...

miri im here already

hahahaha...ada ka patut stewardess shout at me during the flight..she jerit from jauh say "no photo can be taken in flight" she come c me n ask me to del picture that i took before..haha peduli apa me...there were no rule say no photo allowed be taken in flight.. i know laa she is the hottest stewardess in that flight but during that time i dont mean to shoot her photo..i wan to takes photo for the cabin..then she tot i m talking her pic.. as result for the whole flight she dun wan to see my face..she felt wrong kot..nvm laa i already forgive that hotties...hehehe....

wehee i shoot few pic during the fligh... here we goo...

during early flight..siting on last row on the plane...biasa laa peninsular malaysia air quality was not gud..


wondering wats new in Miri

i luv this pic so much...

if ur eyes clear enuff u can see an island in the middle of pic..that was indon contiment..what a beautiful place to go..

fasinate wih cloud...


random shoot..

pic b4 the plane going to the heavy cloud..bukan sekejap but it was 30 minute baa..imagine that the plane was shaky for 30 min continously..macam mana rasa

random...

yey miri

landing time..

welcome bak to miri halim...

ooo lcct ooo lcct

lol lcct sux....lcct under renovation thats y macam berterabur..hopefully later onward they will improve their airport..huhu sitting on the ground between boy n girls toilet plus next to the office...my pervert eyes looking for the mini skirt by chicks n stewardess...kewl kan..kurang pahala posa..hehehehe...this is only free space that i can found..penuh sial this airport..klah i forget to charge my bateri b4 i went to the airport..low bat low bat....kbai..

yeap rite now im being normal ppl...

baru rasa how hard to forget sumone..susah kann even thought we a still fren but to get rid the feeling were very hard..its okey im trying my best...this is hard decision to me..i gonna be back to normal alem soon...i wan be alem before..i wan gain my happiness back which were being enjoy single life...wheehee then i can do wat ever i wan n nobody care about it kan..

hehe its was fun be normal alem before...i will put aside my feeling first..for this moment there were very rough time for me..hopefully i will save arrive at airport miri this 25 sept... i wan breath the air from the ocean...i wanna feel the wind from the ocean..the sandy sand on the beach...i miss the ocean so much...miri i coming back....

owh yaa brief about old alem

• hepy good lucky
• pervert
• put related about love aside
• cuddly
• try to be fun of anything
• suka cari pasal
• make ppl angry >>> this is a curse from kim since highschool
  

ketagih blogging or memang ada masalah

ohhh god...today im sleep well since 2-3 week ago i cannot sleep well the reason is to many works and biasa laa related to my heart..kacau bilau....hahaha...biasa laa kan when u see an angel in front ur eye what do you want to miss kan..hehehe..seriously i never felt that kind of feeling n last morning baru lega..

biasa laa i dont thinks its keja gila and shellfish..but its really for my own goods and my sake..tetiba got courage to giv her text msg..i told her that i dunno if i in luv with her cause every time when my i blink my eyes the beautiful face of her were appear inside my mind..arh that was me..u know how worst the situation is kan..sampai macam tu skali..

im glad i had positive answer from her..tengok im very admire with her..she were the angel who god send from heaven...

after sending her msg i feel so release macam all my problem were gone..yalah mayb u thinks im lost my mind kan sbb i baru kira start talking to her baru 1 month if i not mistaken..but i already admire her since beginning of last semester.. its good to be honest either u lie to ur self kan..im very hepy being honest n dealing wih here by my own self..tuhan je tau macam mana my situation that time..hehe

to her i hope we will still be friend..the reason of i doing this is i don't wan to seksa my jiwa..i need to study then finish my degree after that i wanna go Ireland...build my career there..i don want this kind of weird feeling stop me to go there..i already set my mission..if ada jodoh god will tell us..but u a the first ever ladies that me kacau bilau..n actually i don't wan to lose her...tapi this for her own good...who a me kan..gemok, x hensem, bodo and so on...layak ka me to her...

oklaa..pusat inovasi byk nyamok..i think i need to go...kbai..thx for any1 support me..peace

black n white pic

as u wish...

01. Would you fart inside an elevator?
- hell yess....

02. What will you do if the person you like doesn't like you back?
-head banging...life must go on babe

03. Miss Piggy + Kermit the Frog = OTP?
- erk i don't get it..sry

04. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
- Yes. its very difficult to lie sumone...susah mo komen about this..

05. What's your ideal lover like?
- Em...love traveling..suka makan...play more game then me...be her self..fun...lembut and care about me....

06. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone else?
- erk being loved by someone...entah laa cos every time love sumone mesti kena reject..so paham2 laa

07. If the person you like does not accept you, would you continue to wait for them to change their feelings?
- Noh. Wasting me time n go find another lor..

08. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
- erk i will blah..dont ever spoil kebahagian org lain...

09. Is there anything that has made you unhappy recently?
- Yes. my essment !!!

10. What do you want most in life?
- travel the world

11. Is being tagged fun?
- erk depends....

12. If you find out that your best friend is going out with your boyfriend/girlfriend, how would you react?
- allaaa if sangkup rezeki dia laa...what to do kan...

13. Who is currently the most important person to you?
- abah mama abg pais n ct (my family lor)

14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is
- she ngegeh n suka nano nano

15. Would you rather be single and rich or married and poor?
- Single n rich..so i can do my own thing...if ada rezeki then married lor..

16. Would you rather be a bum or be a busy person?
- Be busy..entah laa i cannot duduk diam...

17. Would you give your all in a relationship?
- god n family priority

18. Define LOVE.
- Love is love laaa

19. Milk chocolate, white chocolate or dark chocolate?
- suma

20. If you played a prank on someone, and he/she fell for the trick, what would you do?
- gelak kuat-kuat...hahaha

tired

tired siot...whole evening got class and buka posa wih fren were terrible..herm dun wan to join them nemore laa no fun...sry laa im not in mood today..lantak laa..

my slr skill still the worst

why ahh i cannot take sharp pic..still lauyaa n i still had problem wih my hand erk i mean shaky and my pic always pecah..owh i wonder i kept iso high dats y kot...hermmm..nvmine im still learning..wahaha

owh ya thnk to wani cause she ajar me how to print screen..wheeehehe

less then 20 day to go

yahoooiiii raya coming soon..so fast kan..that mean i can see the ocean again..wuhooo...owh yaa i decide i wanna go island for my next trip..dunno yet which island..but i cannot wait for that moment wehee...

uhh what a bad day

dunno lar if i got feeling or not..i so bored wih my live rite now..i need something to do..i thinking i gonna travel alone again..last time my trip to kelantan rite now i dun hav idea yet.. this is all about gurl..i know she might reading this blog as well..but i dont even sikit pun care about it..i wan to tell her my feeling but im scare..i know i memang x layak with her even sikit pon...who the hell were me kan..fat, ugly, pervert, bad mouth erk i dont call it bad mouth but the words were come from my heart, miskin, cuddly n that all...i dunno.. layak ka me fall in love with someone that i admire..im not meraih simpati wih anyone or kesian at me..but this is reality...

every time i admired with some1 then the fake alem were appear..i mean i had to pretend macho, act cool, and being annoying...be annoying memang me but this is too obvios melampau-lampau..izit to menarik perhatian or wat..i dunno...

from my frend told me laa im kinda family type of guy which were independence doing anything..im can survive alone n totally not depend help from friends..ada laa skit but when nessary saja..im kinda do my work alone that is me macam lone ranger..im unpredictable kind of person..because my mind and my heart were always in arguing by them self..sometimes my heart say yes but my mind say no or opposite..tambah lagi bab love..

susah mo cari ladies that i betul2 minat..only few saja but every time the real me ssh mo kuar..herm...i think if i got time i need to see beach and the ocean hopefully the wind help me to blow my problems..i think for academic alhamdullilah i dont have problem on that..but kadang2 have to do last minute baru got idea..hehehe oklah i always mumbling about this..i know korang pon already malas mo baca then i will stop here..n bai

classmate gue

sorry halimah ko punye gamba byk...sape sruh name same ngan aku pastu pantang jumpe camera ambik ko...kbai~