well that its..sigh~
i have no choice, leaving personal msg to u on my blog is last option but wut to do...
i think u were the greatest woman that i had found for many years..
i had dream of one girl before i entering the university for continue my degree..
i dream of girl who had long messy hair..
definitely the body was ur shape..
mayb im wrong at all..
the girls maybe not u..
because in my dream i only saw the girls figure from behind..
i still remember that dream until now because the dream come and come again..
but for me u got the all what i need..
i know u a type of caring, easy with negotiation, can talk to any topic that can be discuss..
to me u complete me..
i promise to my self..
if u the one i will bring u to the Austria visiting one of magnificent place call alps mountain..
i know that will be ur favorite place to visit..
i hoping that if u were there, ur migrain can be cure insya-allah..
but after so many stupid things i done to u..
definitely u will keep ignoring me..
i understand that..
im the one who a loser here..
i hope i can speak with u personally...
im not brave enuff..
scare be ashamed and being rejected..
right now, after taking advice from few friend..
i realize something..
there were no point to involved in love right now..
here im in final year..
i need to focus on my study..
i need to improve my skill and my knowledge as much as i can..
i need better job, better salary in the future..
i wan to be near with god..
i have to focus rite now focus to achieve better live in the future..
by that..i hope what ever matter that i done to u will be history..
think that what i did its never happen..please...
can we be 0-0 back..